[Till]

Well actually early this morning I had an epiphany, I saw something that changed my life. In seconds my life was nothing I thought it was.


I realized Im all of the following,

Lazy
Procrastinator
Mean
Rude
A bad fiancee at times
A bad friend at times
Out of shape
LAZY
Have very little motivation



I asked my self what did I do yesterday worth mentioning? What did I do yesterday to MAKE MY SELF BETTER?

NOTHING


Why? Because Im lazy!


I'm not going to go into details and no one might even care about this thread but last night I realized, you never know when its YOUR time.

I didn't think my life could change in a split second, until then that moment.

I wanted to freeze and flash back my entire life but there was no time I had to do something, (thats the part I'm not going into it was a car accident we'll leave it at that).


I have not been to sleep because there has been no time to sleep.

I want to do sooooooo much, I want to be the BEST I CAN F***ING BE!!!

I want to be the BEST FIANCEE IN THE WORLD!!!!

I want to be that friend YOU can call and know I'll be there even if Im having a bad day!


No more being lazy!

I'm on my A game from now on,

Working out every day!
Learning something new every day!
NO MORE procrastinating (<--- learn how to spell that word without auto correct)

Each day is mine, yours, ours, time to take advantage of it.

I want my friends, my family, my firefighters, everyone to see a glow on me all the time and be proud of me!!!!

OMG I dont even know I want to do so much learn so much!!!!


Something I have not said in a long time either...

I miss my real dad, I miss him all the time, he is now my motivation!

I want him to look down and just be filled with joy I am trying so much and so hard to do everything I can!


/End (of this post not the end of my newly found awesomeness)

[HMUSN]

musta saw me changing....

[Till]

O btw

[ChrisJ]

Wowzers

[Till]

Originally Posted by HMUSN musta saw me changing....

Thats right, HMUSN thank you for all the knowledge you have supplied me with and all the advice you have given me I dont think I ever thanked you.


Thanks bro!

[Till]

Originally Posted by ChrisJ Wowzers

You can only IMAGINE!

[HMUSN]

Not a problem man. That's what we are all here for.

[sickfox]

I thought this was gonna be another tiller is quiting/leaving MM thread.

[Till]

Originally Posted by HMUSN Not a problem man. That's what we are all here for.

Originally Posted by sickfox I thought this was gonna be another tiller is quiting/leaving MM thread.

I could never leave you sweetheart!

[sickfox]

Originally Posted by Tiller I could never leave you sweetheart!

This is a timeline of lastnight with me and tiller.

[00vabchgt]

Originally Posted by Tiller Well actually early this morning I had an epiphany, I saw something that changed my life. In seconds my life was nothing I thought it was. I realized Im all of the following, Lazy Procrastinator Mean Rude A bad fiancee at times A bad friend at times Out of shape LAZY Have very little motivation I asked my self what did I do yesterday worth mentioning? What did I do yesterday to MAKE MY SELF BETTER? NOTHING Why? Because Im lazy! I'm not going to go into details and no one might even care about this thread but last night I realized, you never know when its YOUR time. I didn't think my life could change in a split second, until then that moment. I wanted to freeze and flash back my entire life but there was no time I had to do something, (thats the part I'm not going into it was a car accident we'll leave it at that). I have not been to sleep because there has been no time to sleep. I want to do sooooooo much, I want to be the BEST I CAN F***ING BE!!! I want to be the BEST FIANCEE IN THE WORLD!!!! I want to be that friend YOU can call and know I'll be there even if Im having a bad day! No more being lazy! I'm on my A game from now on, Working out every day! Learning something new every day! NO MORE procrastinating (<--- learn how to spell that word without auto correct) Each day is mine, yours, ours, time to take advantage of it. I want my friends, my family, my firefighters, everyone to see a glow on me all the time and be proud of me!!!! OMG I dont even know I want to do so much learn so much!!!! Something I have not said in a long time either... I miss my real dad, I miss him all the time, he is now my motivation! I want him to look down and just be filled with joy I am trying so much and so hard to do everything I can! /End (of this post not the end of my newly found awesomeness)

wait, so you're joining the Army or you're trying to get pregnant?

i'm sure Zip will be more than happy to help you with the latter part...

[98FireyGT!]

Carpe Diem bro.

[Alamo Stang]

So you were obviously rushing to the hospital to give birth to your first son, when you saw Jesus is the road which caused you to hit a tree.

I know what you mean, it happens to me all the time, and it will change you!

[chocolate]

Tiller good for you. Best of luck.

Onlything i live for now is honor. As long as i do something honorable at least once a day im good.

ONE good thing a day at least. I have always wanted to be the friend someone can just call at any time and help them out and i try. BUT my friends don't do it.

Originally Posted by sickfox I thought this was gonna be another tiller is quiting/leaving MM thread.

No last time he just dropped off the face of the earth. Then came back and said he was leaving. At least i did it right and left (altho only a short time) after i made the thread.

[BWAL]

halfway though tiller's post i was expecting him to start typing in tongues

[TaintedStang]

I tried being that friend anyone could call anytime of the night if they needed help. I finally quit that shit with one of my friends after him calling me three times in a row at 5 a.m cause he was stuck on some backroad. The idiot was stuck so bad you couldn't see the tires on his truck. I finally got him out after yanking about ten times but my truck was really pissed. My dash was lit up like a christmas tree. The check engine light was flashing,abs light was turning on and off. That crap pissed me off and I let him know. He never called me for help after that. Ill still help anyone if they really need it though.