[HMUSN]

Wow this is just.....don't even know what to say
Heres the thread:
http://web.camaross.com/forums/showthread.php?t=530888

The Note:

Quote:
"im sorry i let everyone down. i failed. please forgive me, and if its not asking too much, pray for me. i could no longer take all the pain physically, emotionally, and mentally. i hit my breaking point and broke. i came clean with all my demons, letting my wife know i was seeing someone else. ive said my good byes to as many as i could.
i know so many of you were there if i needed help, but you cant help someone if they wont help themself. the more miserable i got, the happier i became. i spent my last night with vivian, a girl who made me happy. because she works for my father in law and is predominantly lesbian, i knew my time of happiness was limited. i did love my wife. we were together since 4/18/92. things just were never the same after a certain point. im so scared of the unknown not knowing what waits for me after i pull the trigger. i hope i will be forgiven for my sins. i am too far gone to turn back. i have nothing left as i pushed and pushed everyone away.
thank you all for everything. carpe diem was mentioned to me before, unfortunately, even the day you live for comes to an end. good bye to all." ---scott---

13 pages in:

Quote:
Well, you want the good news or the bad news first? I just got off the phone with a friend in the fairless hills f.d. who was on scene earlier, and has been monitoring the situation throughout the day. Good news is, scott isn't dead....yet. Bad news is, he's camped out inside with a bulletproof vest on, and heavily armed, and the police are preparing to storm the house as I type this. Lets pray it ends well for our friend.

the news story:
http://abclocal.go.com/wpvi/story?se...cal&id=5461151

[JASonic]

HMUSN- That sucks. You know the dude??? I just posted some crud on Saturaday about a jumper on the skyway. Whats up with people doing this stuff? I dont get it and hope I NEVER get it too well.

[HMUSN]

no i didn't personally know him.

still a very sad story.

if you look at the entire thread and his past posts all the warning signs were there.

[2000Si]

Mike94 is right, that doctor was negligent. He flat out told him what he was going to do and he just joked about it.

[weems]

That is truly horrible , life should never get to the point where you feel like you have to take your own life , if you ever think it has gone that far then all you have to do is put your life in god's hands and everything will work out.

His family will be in my prayers
RIP

[Tony_90fox]

Wow, that sucks. RIP man.

[Ninjawafers!]

oh wow... RIP scott

[06RedfireGT]

my thoughts on this are it is truly sad but IMO nobody's life can get so bad that they need to kill themselves. i feel that there is always an answer. but the doctor should have done something. maybe he could have prevented it some how. who knows? if the doc had pursued it more he could've walked out to the parking lot, got in his car, and ran into a tree at 100mph. its just sad his life had to end like that. but i guess we are fortunate that he did not take someone else's life in the process of ending his own before his time.

[WAR-PARTY]

I'm sorry to say but I seen it all, people melted into the couch, and the like. I'm still continue to be amazed at the how frail life is, and how esay it canbe taken from us.... feel bad fro the dude" I stood on the edge, I lost a lot of friends there..."

[TurboLX]

wow that does sucks

[thetrooper31]

wow fairless hills...thats like 30 minutes away from me